It’s been 21 days since the last time I’ve been in here. So what happened between Feb 3 and Feb 24? Why did it take me so long to put another post? A lot happened. I didn’t have the luxury of time and the spark of creativity to rip something up.
I’m getting tired of everyday. I get angry more easily than before. I don’t like my personality. More and more people say I’m weird. “Weird”-A word that says you’re doing something that most people don’t. I don’t have a problem with people calling me that. I do have a problem when it’s too often that they imply it with their actions. I hate being weird. Did I choose to be? No, of course not. That’s just who I am. Do I need to make myself fit in? I don’t know, but it sure is starting to get lonely down here.
I’m starting to get tired of myself. Almost everyone thinks I’m too serious on stuff and that I’m easily displeased or irritated by petty mistakes. In consequence, almost everyone’s afraid to make a mistake or to make a fool of him/herself in front of me. Frankly, I DON’T GIVE A DAMN. Go ahead, make a mistake in front of me. The more human you are, the more I’ll like you.
I’m disappointed with seeing people doing things that they don’t really love doing. Before I wasn’t one of them. Maybe passion for doing stuff is a seasonal feeling too. Currently, I’m sick of a lot of things. I’m sorry if I sound conceited or down right mad or “emo”. I just couldn’t think of anything to write on this blog. Enjoy your day. No hard feelings now. The world’s supposed to be a happy place.
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hey nice to hear from you again, well what you just posted was harsh, i'll suggest to you that if the things that irritate you are not that important then just dont think about them... hehe. just a thought... have a nice day everyone.
maybe, the reason for all this is because you are in great pressure. as how i see it, if you aren't at any point happy anymore with what you're doing, just let go of it, but if there's a little hope in it even if your disappointment is that big, then, maybe you should continue doing it. try to find happiness in what you're doing. :D, i'm an unknown reader..
the transitive property of equality also comes in here!
weird=different
individuals/everyone=unique
unique=different
weird=individuals/everyone
yeah, just be who you are. everyone's weird anyways.[including me.] lol. we can all be the same and not be weird, but the world would be too boring to live in. haha.
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