My 20 reflections normally conceived in traffic while watching the Meralco (electric) wires sort of dance when the car moves fast/ while blogging

1. Why was I born in this body/country/gender/etc.? Coincidence?
2. How can I remember someone’s face, yet at the same time, get confused when I try to take his/her face part by part in my imagination/ try to draw him/her? (hmmm...pretty weird question...)
3. What is life for? (cliché...)
4. Will I ever get married? If yes where could she (‘he’ for ladies) be now? Could she be thinking about this too?
5. What did it feel like before I was born?
6. Why does water taste so good? (I think Sir PJ, our science teacher answered this already. He said something about sugar compounds produced by some reaction. Still, savor water in your mouth, doesn’t really taste sweet...but it has that appeal....yummy.)
7. How did I learn to move my body parts just by thinking about it?
8. What’s IT like the VERY MOMENT I fall asleep?
9. Why CAN’T sleeping be the same as moving my body parts?—just thinking about doesn’t work (I hope I’m not freaking you out)
10. How can I hear the voice in my head even though it doesn’t have a real voice anyway?
11. What if I had a different name/gender? Would life be more difficult? (e.g. I’m Anthony, a boy. If I changed into a girl, and had the name “Connie” or Consolacion... things would be a LOT different>> source: Robert)
12. How can colors/plants/body parts/ animals/ earth, space look the way it is, as though there was a rule that they should end up looking, smelling, feeling, sounding like that? (kinda like a question a bible or science journal can answer)
13. Why can’t affection or admiration be just like sleeping?— can’t fall into it and rise up from it overnight.
14. Why do dreams come in color? Or do they? Where do the sights and sounds come from? I really can’t remember!!!!
15. Why do dreams sometimes not make sense...yet I was pretty sure they do while I WAS in the dream itself?
16. Should all the things I do, including typing all these, matter?
17. Why am I typing/reading this blog entry?
18. Why am I still wasting my time on thinking about these?
19. How many souls did God make? Are they pre-made for bodies, or are they in one package? Are there really souls anyway? Can plants feel/perceive any sensation? Is it all pitch black for 'em?
20. Why am I wasting my time on this? Why did I type this again? I should have slept earlier or something...